14 June 2007

View of the past....

Confusion. That is the most obvious memory of everything. Ok, this isn't phrased right yet, but we'll all just have to deal.
I'm told this is normal - to feel that everything I've ever known is no longer in my brain....that it *is* there, just no longer connected. This really sucks. It takes me way too long to remember how to do something...and is difficult to stay on task long enough to finish whatever it is that I started. Every failure is just adding to my sense of uselessness.